Watch me whine....
Feb. 9th, 2005 09:46 pmOkay. Today sucked. Overloaded. I'm overloaded. Internally kevlempt. Rocked and uncomfortable. My brain, my heart, and my soul.
So every time I get to the point where I think I'll be okay, with work, life--me...and then shit happens...and my head dunks under again.
I can't...get...ahead...this bugs me to no end...and I'm tired, tired, tired...I need to sleep, and there is no time. I want to write, and what do you know, there's no time for all of it...want to read, and no time...want to hang out and there's no time...
Time's slipping by again, and it's annoying me to no end...I blinked and February is half over. Gadzooks...
I need to slow down...shut down my mind machine. Breathe in...breathe out...shut my eyes and listen to the world around me...
I need to go and watch a sunset again...It's been too long since I've done that...go out watch the sun go down, listen to the ocean, feel the wind on my face, and just be...yeah...
Must turn it off.
So every time I get to the point where I think I'll be okay, with work, life--me...and then shit happens...and my head dunks under again.
I can't...get...ahead...this bugs me to no end...and I'm tired, tired, tired...I need to sleep, and there is no time. I want to write, and what do you know, there's no time for all of it...want to read, and no time...want to hang out and there's no time...
Time's slipping by again, and it's annoying me to no end...I blinked and February is half over. Gadzooks...
I need to slow down...shut down my mind machine. Breathe in...breathe out...shut my eyes and listen to the world around me...
I need to go and watch a sunset again...It's been too long since I've done that...go out watch the sun go down, listen to the ocean, feel the wind on my face, and just be...yeah...
Must turn it off.