...In Which Anthony Checks in during the 3 O'Clock Hour...

A smart person would be asleep now. A smarter man than I would be doing something completely productive, like sleep. Instead, I'm just sorta up still. Sure, chatting a bit here and there, but mostly being awake. Just because. Which is funny, considering I'm just walking dead.

HAve you ever gotten to the point where you were scared to sleep? Or at least scared of missing something? yeah, it's kinda like that.

Stangely enough, I'm content, in the moment. Warm, and filled with Caramel and crunchy Nooget goodness.

And if this is the moment I get, at least for a while, then so be it.

Smiles and self-esteem at 3:19 am is as good a time as any. I don't care if it's transitory, fleeting and CRT based. I'll take it. Even if just for a moment.

And then I'll lay my head down, embrace pillow and quilt, and then sleep to dream.

And what dreams may come...must give us pause...