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So, here I am watching footloose...and there is this wonderful moment when Kevin Bacon basically reems out the city council for not letting them dance. Telling them that we dance to celebrate life.

And I think to myself, man, this is like the third time I've heard this over the past couple of weeks--last week when we went for Karaoke, and the host asked Lish why we were all out partying and celebrating. Lish's answer?

"Life...we're just celebrating life."

"Wow," he said. "That's beautiful. That's the best reason to party that I've heard in a while."

Bri Bri and Nellie took me and Dave out to dinner to celebrate our birthdays...while there, we also toasted Nellie's birthday. You know. Celebrating life.

Went out to Underground on Friday afterwards. Hadn't been in a long while. Went to dance and drink and flirt. To celebrate life. The weekly celebration of the bodies that God has given us, of the people around us. To celebrate friendship, and movement.

The gift, you know?

I danced. Some movements, I discovered still hurt, but whatever. Someone stuck another drink in my hand and said go. Danced. Took a photo or two. Made a new friend or two. Passed on a plethora of hugs.

Danced. Just like in footloose. To celebrate life.

Not just good times. A good celebration.

So, yeah...to all of you out there reading this. All my friends, acquaintences, ex-lovers, would be lovers, critics, enemies, partners in crime, cohorts, haters, believers, trusted ones, parents, parents of friends and friends of friends:

Love to you all. Because life, even when it's at its absolute worse, is beautiful. Precious. And to be celebrated.
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Man, tomorrow morning--ur, this morning is going to suck. Late night of avoiding reality.

Pizza+Fritz Lang (2 movies)+random web surfing=complete failure to sleep at a reasonable hour.

I suspect that there are one or two people that I know who are still up right now.

All the rest of you people out there are either smart enough to be reading this many long hours after it's posted, or will be going to bed shortly after it's gone up.

Sense making? No. None. But then, what else is new for da me?

Friday. And we shall work our asses off at the office. Even with a new person hired. And then Bri Bri and Nellie are taking Dave and I out to dinner. And if we're feeling really wrong (which we probably will be) we're goin' Underground.

And you can all watch as Anthony gets liquored up on no sleep and a full belly. Which will mean, random acts of God knows what.

If you miss me, come and kiss me, and then dance, dance, dance to the radio.
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We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America.

--The Preamble to The U.S. Constitution

We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.

--From the Declaration of Independence, drafted by Thomas Jefferson, and signed by 56 members of Congress

Most people don't know that I have always considered myself a patriot. A hardcore, heartfelt patriot. I love this country, through right and wrong, through up and down, this is the land that is the home of my birth, my life, and most likely, the land that will cleave me to its bosom when I breathe my last gasps of air.

Thoughts on Patriotism )

Happy Independence Day.

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"The world has never had a good definition of the word 'liberty.' The American people just now, are much in want of one. We all declare for liberty. But in using the same word, we do not all mean the same thing.

"What constitutes the bulwark of our liberty and independence? It is not our frowning battlements, our bristling seacoasts -- these are not our reliance against tyranny. Our reliance is in the love of liberty, which God has planted in our bosom. Our defence is in the preservation of the spirit which prizes liberty as the heritage of all men in all lands, everywhere. Destroy this spirit and you have planted the seeds of despotism around your own door.

"At what point shall we expect the approach of danger? By what means shall we fortify against it? Shall we expect some transatlantic military giant to step the ocean and crush us at a blow?

"Never.

"All the armies of Europe, Asia and Africa combined, could not, by force, take a drink from the Ohio, or make a track on the Blue Ridge, in a trial of a thousand years. At what point then, is the approach of danger to be expected? I answer that if it ever reach us, it must spring from amongst us; it cannot come from abroad. If destruction be our lot, we ourselves must be the authors and finishers.

"As a nation of free men, we must live through our times or die by suicide. Let reverence for the law be breathed by every American mother to the lisping babe that prattles on her lap; let it be taught in the schools, in the seminaries and in the colleges; let it be written in primers, in spelling books and almanacs; let it be preached from the pulpit, proclaimed in legislative halls and enforced in courts of justice; and in short, let it become the political religion of the nation. And let the old and the young, the rich and the poor, the grave and the gay, of all sexes and tongues and colors and conditions, sacrifice unceasingly at its altar. And let us strive to deserve, as far as mortals may, the continued care of Divine Providence, trusting that in future national emergencies, He will not fail to provide us the instruments of safety and security.

"Let us not be slandered from our duty by false accusations against us, nor frightened from it by menaces of destruction to the government, nor of dungeons to ourselves.

"Let us have faith that right makes might, and in that faith, let us, to the end, dare to do our duty as we understand it."


--Abraham Lincoln, as spoken in Great Moments with Mr. Lincoln at Disneyland. Words are Lincoln's, as given in various speeches throughout his lifetime.
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Hey everyone! I'm still alive, really...and now in San Jose and will find y'all tomorrow and such for those of y'all up here...

For everyone who's now in LA hanging out for the *other* wedding (yay Banananananana Pants!), if you're still around when I get back, find me.

For everyone who wants to find me. Call me.

I'll make more sense later.
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Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] el3mo for the scan (Please wish him a happy birthday if you get a chance to!)


Note Mom, Grandma and Dave ([livejournal.com profile] clarkekid) in the photo. Dave's a rock star and a superhero. Wish him a happy birthday, too. Hopefullly, a quiet one.



I'm so framing this one.
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So, I made page 2 of the Press Telegram. Half page, 3 photos.

I'll post a photo or a scan later.

Dude...he got a scary angle--from the other side of the street. It looks like somone put a truck on top of my car. Just set it down on it like a piece of playdough. Wee.
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Just so you know, I love you all.

Second of all, I'm OK. Really, I'm FINE.

Thirdly, you sometimes get birthday gifts that you would never believe. Mine is that I WAS GIVEN MY LIFE today...and Im not talking about my birthday.

On the way to meet Dave down in Long Beach to head out to Disneyland, I was rear ended. HARD. And well...


I don't believe it either )

I managed to walk away WITHOUT A SCRATCH. Nothing. Just some dull, achey pain which I didn't feel at the time because, as I suspect (and the nurse later figured to), I was hyped up on adrenaline and a good bit in shock.

I asked the police--they had never seen anything like this where someone had walked away from it. "I've been doing this for 12 years and this is the first time I've ever seen *anyone* walk away from this kind of accident!"
one guy exclaimed. Every single cop had cell phones out taking photos.

The parametics and the emergency response crew kept checking me and re checking me to make sure that I was okay and didn't have anything wrong. They couldn't believe it. Their smiles and head shaking made that evident.

Turns out the guy who hit me (who had nearly hit me and one of the other drivers moments before on the freeway) was hopped up on something. He could barely stand up. He didn't even realize how severe the accident was. He was just bombed out stoned or drunk or both. Jackhole.

I'm lucky. God was watching today. Everyone else in the accident was lucky too. NO ONE sustained anyting severe. I don't know much about the other guys, but I think everyone is just going to be sore. Not even the dog who was in the bed of another car was hurt.

But, yes, I was lucky. The best birthday present I could get--another day.

Okay...now I'm going to go and come down from the adrenaline and just enjoy the flexiril. And try to figure out what's what for the insurance company...

But, again...I'm okay. LUcky, blessed and Alive. Sore as hell, and without car for the time being, but alive.

Okay...I go finish picking glass out of my hair.

LOVE YOU ALL.
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"So, dude, you still up?"

"Yeah, I am."

"Don't you have to be at work at 8am?"

"Yeah."

"Why aren't you asleep yet?"

"Blogging."

"Dumb shit."

"Yeah, yeah, yeah...just wake me in time to stumble to the office..."
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I am home in the CPT.

I am tired.

I am happy.

I did not drink nearly enough water.

I missed many, many people. But I am glad to have seen them.

My liver hates me.

The rest of the reunion experience and photos to come.

I shall now pass out.
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Got home yesterday circa 6pm. Sat down in a chair. Slept for 40 minutes. Got up again, spread quilts on the floor, stole a pillow from the couch and then slept again. Woke up circa 9-9:15ish. Rolled over and slept for another fifteen minutes. Got up. Ate. Tooled around the house for a bit, talked with the Ma type person, made jokes with the Granny type person, and then read comics for a bit.

Fell asleep circa 2am. Woke up at 11am-ish.

Yeah, I think I was tired.

This evening, Hockey Party. Yes, you heard the black man right, HOCKEY PARTY (Go EDMONTON!). Then probably home for catching up on some writing that I've promised out to various parties, some reading for critiquing, LAUNDRY, a few calls and whatnot, and then sleep. Because sleep is good.
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What a great weekend! Got to help Jules celebrate his birthday (very much in glorious Julian style), with excellent friends and magnificent food and wines.

But most importantly, got to spend some quality, wonderful time with some folks who I've missed very, very much. And I wonder if they even realize just how much I've missed them.

Made great time back down the I-5 pipe, and managed to miss traffic, even with all the rain. Got home in time to no longer be sleepy and, of course, was up until nigh on 4am. I love sleep disorderlies. Yay.

But, man. Such a good weekend.
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Man...Ten years ago, and I'm still feeling the funk

If you look *really* close down front and stage left, you might (hahahaha) see me and [livejournal.com profile] redhoundfunkin' out...one nation under a groove...nothing can stop us now...

[edit] Oh my my my my...I found another song! from that show! Awesome!

In other news...GOOD MORNING REDWOOD CITY!

In other news, the sound of hammers falling in the room where I was supposed to sleep make for a great alarm clock...
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Evangeline Lilly just knocked out 10 push ups on her knuckles...in front of Jay Leno...and an audience full of US Military personnal...

...that was hot...and slightly scary...in that kinda...way...
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I'm way stupid tired. Thank God for Mountain Dew, Coca-cola and chocolate. Breakfasts of champions.

Funny, though, it would seem that *everyone* here in the office is tired as hell. Even those who didn't spend a couple o'days on set, or running around (literally) central LA looking for locations. I mean, b'jeebus, my feet hurt, I've got blisters and have a hole in my "quiet" shoes. But I don't know why everyone is pooped out.

Maybe it's the weather.

Day Job is interfering with the rest of my life. With that sleep thing. I either need to hit the lottery, or offer myself up for experimental drugs/surgery which would remove the need for sleep.
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Yes, I'm still alive. Really.

Working on set again today. Yesterday. And today. Yeah. Ur, saturday and sunday. figure it out.

Today, I have put over 70 miles on my car, pretty much driving around in a 3 square mile area. Blah. I've made a 20 burger order at In-N-Out which nearly made heads explode. That rocked. And then sat in the ER with mom and grandma for an hour due to an insulin mix up....gah.

Now, my feet hurt, my brain hurts, and my eyes are looking in five directions.

But, yes, I'm still alive. Really.

Oh yeah...heard some really off color humour from the Grips...should I post it....hmmmm...

Okay, going to go and pass out now. before I fall asleep on the keyboard...Good night kids!
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Every scratch, every click, every heartbeat
Every breath that I held for you - 45
There`s a stack of shellac and vinyl
Which is yours now or which is mine? - 45

Here is a song to sing to do the measuring
What did you lose, what did you gain, what did you win?

Bass and treble heal every hurt
There`s a rebel in a nylon shirt
But the words are a mystery I`ve heard
Till you turn it down to thirty-three and a third
`Cause it helps with the elocution
Corporations turn revolutions - 45

--45 by Elvis Costello

Been running crazy. Had a GREAT saturday. Felt good. Long Day. Too bad (or good) that it ended at 5am. Which hurt. So much. Had to be on set to help out at 11am on sunday (though, honestly, there were some of the HOTTEST extras ever on set. Jeebus...women in suits...prrrrr..). Which meant that I had to leave the house at 9am-something. Got back home, clear and out at 2am.

Work sucked today. mucho tired. STill tired.

Got a call from Mom. Her blood pressure spiked, she got the nauciouseousness, bad head and the sickies. Thought it was bad. So I ended up leaving work to go and drive her home, play car shuffle with the help of one of her friends, and then back to work. While fighting off the sleep that seems to have passed me over. Which is bad, because I'm dying dying, hurtin'. Brain dead. slurring speech. fun.

Now can't sleep. Took a short nap, and now I'm dead. And tomorrow's going to be a pain...kill me now...

Going to try and send photos via dial up. Suck.

Believe it or not, I'm actually in a pretty good mood. I'm just in burnout mode. But actually, having a good time. Life is...actually...good? Concept.

I just need to find some bass and treble to heal my heart.
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When in doubt...listen to Fishbone. It makes it all happy like...or at least passable...

Please do not fear 'cause Fishbone is here to say (say what?)
Just have a good time the stop sign is far away
The toilet has flushed and green lights are a ghost
And drop drills will be extinct
Speedracer cloud has come
They know not what they've done
Sin has just won
The planet is a crumb

Party at ground zero
Every movie starring you
And the world will turn to flowing
Pink vapor stew!


Sunshine and chocolate. And By chocolate, I mean rock and ska as done by black folk.

Mmmmm...black folk.
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5 Questions Continue!

Courtesy of [livejournal.com profile] karakara98

Q&A with Ms. Kara! )

And yet, still more to come!
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I spent most of the day banging my head against the wall with frustration--between my normal job, the semi-pseudo-secret film gig and my severe lack of sleep, I think I'd lost it. I was on the verge of tears somewhere in there. Or death by Unga Bunga, I dunno.

But then, there I am, on my way to photocopy something, and the boss is standing over the fax machine. Murmuring, muttering and getting progressively louder and...whiney-er? Well, she was um...well, she was talking...

"C'mon, just take it! Take it! What? Are you going to take it from the bottom or the top? From the bottom? You want it from the bottom? C'mon, you son-of-a-bitch, just take the whole damn thing! Take it! Just stick it in the slot and go! C'mon...it's not that hard, just take it! Take it all! Fucking take it! I want you to just take the whole thing. Don't you quit on me! Take it!"

My mind went there. I couldn't help it. It just did. And I think that I nearly hurt myself trying not to laugh.

While she was going off on the fax machine ("c'mon! Go! Go! Take it! Move! Go!"), I dropped the page I was copying, bent over to pick it up and nearly fell over. Tears were streaming down my face when she finally "finished." My back was to her, and my cheeks were bulging with laughter that I couldn't let out. It just wouldn't have been right.

There are a couple of tear stains on the copy machine glass, I was laughing so hard.

I walked back to Dave's office, who had heard some of it. I told him the whole routine. He nearly fell out of his chair.

I was heading back to my office, Dave taking the same route to pull a file, when I was stopped by the boss. She asked Dave for something and then handed me a proofread fax: "Here, take it. It's up and ready. Just stick it in the slot and hit the go button."

My head nearly exploded when I heard the giggles coming out of Dave.

Fortunately, the boss-lady left for the bathroom by the time I errupted in laughter.
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